Day 58 of San Francisco Shelter in Life
It's Day 58 of San Francisco Shelter in Place order. I finally got a letter from EDD! I was so excited and happy for a second until I opened it. It took a freaking looong time to get to this point so I thought at least they process correctly...but no! the info was all wrong. Now, I am in another kind of nightmare. I need to fix it which means that I really need somebody to actually fix it for me almost the entire application. I have been calling EDD everyday for more than a month without any luck now and I still can't reach them...! I have no clue how to talk to real people or how to correct it. I called and called, emailed, and read every single line on the EDD site info...but it didn't take me nowhere except shooting my stress really high up to the sky.
I do understand that there are so many applications and constantly changing system /rules now so EDD people are doing what they can. I did everything I could...now wait...and repeat...it just goes round and round. I also found out many people are on the same boat but it doesn't help me anything. I just feel so helpless. All this drove me crazy so I finally called my friend. She listened to my problems sincerely and gave me great info and advise. It's really hard for me to ask for help and I am glad I did today.
My nightmare is still continuing but I feel much better than this morning. Calling EDD all day is not healthy...killing myself doing it is not a good idea. That's totally true. I will just call 20 times instead of 200 times a day and if I can't go through these calls...then stop and breathe. Enjoy time with my baby Bambi the rest of the day and start over tomorrow. Today was one of my worst days as far as stress level and depression level. It's okay to ask for help... I have to remember that. I am very lucky to have friend like her ♡
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Don't worry mamma!
